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Name: Shadow
Location: Tulsa, Oklahoma, United States
Birthday: 12/9/1990
Gender: Male


Interests: So u wanna know what i like ok here i like to: skateboard,draw,read ,party,play games and my favorite listen to music: Linkin Park,Modest Mouse, Killers, Jet, AC/DC, Velvet Revolvers, Good Charlotte, Slipknot, Disturbed,Popa Roach, Puddle of Mudd, Shinedown,Bowling For Soup, Poison, Metallica Three Days Grace, Green Day, Nickleback, Simple PLan,Motley Crue,Van Halen, Kiss, Blink 182, CrossFade,Franz Fernand,P.O.D,Incubus,Matchbox20, Nine Inch Nails, H.I.M, 3 Doors Down,Alien Ant Farm,A.F.I.,Jimmy EAt World,Stone Temple Pilots, Rolling Stones,U2,Black Sabath, CKY, Trapt, My Chemical Romance, Chevelle, Sugarcult, New Found Glory, Breaking Benjamin, GodSmack, Avril Lavigne, Korn, Taking Back Sunday, Story of the Year, The Used, Yellow Card,Seether, Limp Bizkit, Red Hot Chili Peppers,Hoobastank,Saliva, Creed, Sum 41, Pantera, Nirvana, MegaDeath, Bon Jovi,Drowning pool,Evanescence, Smile Empty Soul,Staind,LostProphets, Dashboard Confessional, A Perfect Circle,Guns'n'Roses,Go
Expertise: I am good at playing the guitar (at least i try) Skateboarding Playing Games And having a good time
Occupation: Student


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Yahoo: Shadowflames3@yahoo.com


Member Since: 11/4/2004

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Im updating im really bored but spring break is good so hows everyone? listen to taking back sunday

 

I love Heather!!


Monday, February 20, 2006

Hey pplz whatz up?

 

Well I am extreamly bored so I thought that I would update so you ppl can read about my boring life and my boring weekend.... Well on Friday I got home from skool and I sat there then talked to Jonathan then I slept till 9 and woke up Jonathan called again and then I talked to him then went back to sleep...Then on Saturday I woke up because Heather called but yeah I only got to talk to her for a little then she was grounded so then I sat and read that boring Rebecca book....then I did other stuff the I went to sleep...Sunday I woke up tried to call Heather no answer...so yeah I did other stuff got ready and went to my Grandmas house and ate..then went to buy stuff...Monday I woke up and talked to Heather for a couple minutes ....got my cat from the vet... went to the mall...talked to Heather again for like 3 minutes...then I left the mall...and I got a shirt... yeah so then I sat her and thought about somethings...and yeah now Im writting or typing this....I mizz Heather....lol....I hope that everyone else had a better weekend than me...

 

Laterz

I love you Heather...


Wednesday, February 15, 2006

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care any more...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING
I haven't slept since I woke up
And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker
This is the end of EVERYTHING
You are the end of EVERYTHING

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure
Can't really live, can't really endure
Everything I see reminds me of her
God I wish I didn't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the fuck was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to die

 

I love you Heather


Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Well yeah Im bored and I wanted to update juzz because I can...So yeah

How is everyone? I mizz Heather and I want to see her...right now...lol

 

I love you Heather

 

Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!!!!

 

Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life


I ripped out
His throat
And called you on the telephone
To take off
My disguise
Just in time to hear you cry when you...


You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time


Singin'...


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight


There was
Police and
Flashing lights
The rain came down so hard that night and the
Headlines read
A lover died
No tell-tale heart was left to find when you...


You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
The night he died
You mourn the death of your bloody valentine
One last time


Singin'...


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight


Tonight


He dropped you off, I followed him home
Then I, I stood outside his bedroom window
Standing over him, he begged me not to do
What I knew I had to do cause I'm so in love with you


Oh, my love
Please don't cry
I'll wash my bloody hands and
We'll start a new life
I don't know much at all
I don't know wrong from right
All I know is that I love you tonight
Tonight


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

 

I love you Heather

 



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